Friday, February 26, 2010


Do you believe God puts something in our heart?

I do.

We are called to the missions field.

ANd while we have waited and are still waiting for God to tell us when... and where... I am terrified of it, and yet. I know it is what God wants us to do.

several weeks ago my husband texted me a message. one word.


I dont know why.... in fact I hadn't even given this a 2nd thought until tonight when I watched a show on ABC about child sacrifice in Uganda. ANd I looked into the faces of people I don't know, and wondered could I love them like Jesus does? Could I put my own children in harms way at the possibility of even leading one to eternal life with Christ. ANd realized I honestly don't know.

That is the scariest thing ever to me, that somehow we will be called to a mission field that will not be "safe" for our family.

I wish I knew the answers.

ANd I don't know ANY of the answers.

Praying God will show us when, and where and how....

So, is it Uganda? I don't know. We are praying about taking a missions trip to another missionary family located in Mexico, The Lockwoods, this summer with our family.... praying God would lead guide and direct every step because I have absolutely no idea, all I know is that each day the draw to missions work gets stronger, and each day I feel more and more unprepared for what God will call us to do.

Monday, February 22, 2010


My 3 year old is FINALLY potty trained!

She did it in less than a week, with simply rewards of princess stickers, and m&m's and a trip to the carousel at the mall. She finally decided that being in indies and clean was so much better than being like a baby....

and the momma and the poppa and the big sissy are are thrilled!

Monday, February 15, 2010

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

A dozen (or more) posts I havn't written

SO, you're 3 year old is STILL not potty trained

adventures with a teenager

my 3 challenging boys

your mom did what? again?

So you think you're called to the missions field

you know you homeschool when...

how I see myself

How God sees me

Married to a marine, a day in a normal life of a marine corps wife

lesson plans, menu plans, and laundry piles...

can we have school days at the beach?

homeschooling choices, what are our options?

Aaron's story

Lots of thoughts, so little time to write