Bittersweet

the preparations are being made for the horses to go.

I am not sure I want to talk about it.

It is such a bittersweet feeling.

That was one of the biggest reasons to come back here ...
to this desert place.

This was never ever in my wildest dreams how I saw it.

but it is how it is turning out.

& it is strangely ok.

I am sure I will cry real tears when the majestic equines depart.

and I adore them.

but it is a season of change ordained by God.

a little bit scary....
   .... and a little bit exciting.

a new chapter.